It was once your closest friend, It was once your life.Anyone who come near her,Next thing you did was yell.All the time together,it was indeed beautiful.Holding onto barbie when you fall aslp,having to wake up with a smile.When you cry, she tearedWhen you were upset, she felt misery.
When you wanted her to bright up your day,nothing esle will do the same.But once you get bored of something,next you wanted was something new. Though how precious it was to you in the past, it will never be in the future. In your eyes, she wasonce the sweetest and prettiest among all.In her eyes, you will always bethe sweetest most lovable one.
porcelain doll lays in bed.
the story plays itself over and over
in her head when she's alone
in bed at night,
when sadness tugs her inside out
and flings them into her face,
when tears roll down her cold and pale cheeks
for no reason at all.
she cannot take the heart pain anymore.
she draws the knife across her gentle skin,
blood tickles down.
she's feel alive once again.
some blood will never wash away.
some wounds will never heal.
-alicia.
i saw all this coming.
tears flow endlessly.
i tried to breathe.
i tried to move on.
i tried to forget you.
but i just can't get you off my mind.
i ask nothing from you
but you to love me.
issit just so hard?
why must you choose to hurt me?
you said,"we need to talk.".
i called, we ended up quarrelling.
first time in two months,
you screamed at me.
my heart breaks.
hang up the phone w/o
saying good-bye.
i apologised.
we had nothing more to say.
going separate ways seem
to be the best solution.
from the start of the r/s,
i chose to follow my heart,
and stick with you.
and now, u proving me wrong.
i love you,
i miss you.
do you?
in vain i waited for you.
to meet me
and let me see you.
but why u always choose
to lie to me?
play FAR, that 's what u want.
have you spare a thought for my feeling?
i want to hate you so much.
but the more i want to,
i just cant.
"hey, how are you? i miss you",
all i want to say.
goodbye sweetheart.
Sometimes good things dont happen to everyone. I tried to breathe. I tried to love you wholeheartedly. I tried to make it up for what i did. I tried to move everything. I tried to work things out. But it still comes back to one. One promise you made. One broken promise you left behind before you walked away.
I saw this coming. She walked towards me. My heart skipped a beat. It was beating. Tremendously fast. I looked at her and smiled. She responsed by smiling back. I blushed. I looked away trying to avoid any eye contact with her but I couldnt resist her.
She's stunningly attractive. Her out-going character already make me fall in love with her. She got something about her that got me so interested. At the sight of her, i almost fainted. Her sweetness, almost made me fly. Her smile, so enchanting. She got me grining. smiling like crazy.
It was over a coffee table. When it all started. I just wanna shout it out loud "You are really cute!!"
You got my eyes enticed to your every move! :)
I moved in. You walked out. You played the game. I lost it. I tried to run yet you were hiding behind. Your careless whisper in search for my carefree soul. You are against my move. I wasnt against yours. I tried controlling yet you are in control. You are winning. You are leading what esle.
I need a lifesaver. You need a new life. I'm losing it. Someone gotta rescue. Something gonna give but nonetheless, i'm already sinking. Choose your path. now watch those moves. That every step. Don't look back.
You charmed. I handle it. You wanna. push me down. You wanna. take me for granted.
I will slap you hard. Dont test my patience!
certain things you realised is not worth trying for.
people around you is telling you what you should do
and yet, due to emotion, u xhoose to follow your heart.
indeed, every single step i moved i'm suffering.
but what's love?
is there a explanation to falling in love?
love is blind.
& i'm blinded by love.
to people,
this is only the beginning,
is easy to let go.
ain't for me.
certain things i got bored of it.
doesnt mean is time to let go.
action is louder than words.
and emotion/feeling plays a big part too.
currently i may not be anyone,
i'm just a nobody.
give me 5 years,
i will prove that i can do it better
than anyone of my age.
in the past, at a snap of my finger, i let it go.
and let the feeling faded along with the tears
that i cried.
but do i have the willpower to do it again?
do i have the gut to be walk alone again?
i shouldnt have let my feeling takes in my way.
a mistake that i made had make me
regret in many ways.
my heart races
whenever i see him.
but my heart hurts
whenever he's not there for me.
i had prepared that i will lose in this game of his.
cos i really love him.
thou' things he do,
make me move away from his heart.
but...
i'm still there.
this is just a piece of craps.
it been awhile since i last shared my thought.
a moment of inspiration;
the feeling of being cheated ain't good.
i thought i got through it nicely and calmly.
in my heart, i want to know the answer badly.
brainwashing, twisting and turning the truth.
my heart tears and bleed profusly.
a way to describe how i feel within.
touch your heart and tell me that you love me,
that's what i want now.
days are like years.
ten days look like a decade to me.
listening to the radio, class 95, in the day.
thoughts played through my mind.
and old memories played.
i miss you more than usual now.
but i have to learn..
learn to walk the lonely street without you.
learn to sleep alone without you.
learn to...
i love you.
is true.
i'm worried.
im scared.
but i'm all yours.
i'm losing you.