Sometimes, don't you just feel like rewinding the time to a certain part of your past and replay it. If i can, i would want to turn back time till one year ago. before valentine was spent. If i could relive those moments, i wont walk away like how i did. maybe.

i don't see a Uturn sign in front. Guess, i gotta keep driving straight. Is someone gonna hop on and direct me to Texas?

OK. i don't know why its getting into me now. anyone?

and so pasirian won 5-3.
It was pretty amazing because i never expect the win. As much as i dont feel belong in this team or rather i havent been playing much with them or in actual fact only during like one training and my line is pretty much tp players. Nonetheless, I'm pretty impress by the way we could gel up so well. =)


congrats girls. 8 more to go.


TPWolves is still my family ofcus.
Thanks for the support.


so happy. lalalallaa~!

So today was fantastic. First was a great service, followed by the scenic "out-of-singapore" view of Changi, then to the "out-of-singapore" house and the awesome starry night. I guess i managed to more or less sort everything that had been on my mind out.


I realised i had set priorities on irrelevant and inappropriate issues in my life that i neglected the bigger stones. The bigger stones that contains unconditional loves and simple joy. The bigger stones that allow me to pursue my goals in the marketplace. The bigger stones that leads me through all. My mind is the one in control. If i place all the bigger stone before the pebbles. I will definitely find contentment in its simplest form isnt it?


So,
Point number 1 is Focus.
Point number 2 is Forgiveness.
Point number 3 is Faith.


So from this week onwards, i have to overcome so many more obstacles. be it, school, family, floorball or even work (hopefully) But with proper time management and adjustments, Im sure i will be able to get the best out of it.


Laters (:

Read the other to find out more.


Highlights for today,
The finals were damn good. For the women's, SIM won, definitely a true underdog story. as for the guy's, NYP won, it was way critical. First time i experienced a death match and it definitely prove that a team that never give up and make all opportunities worthy will win. I learnt quite alot today.especially about coming back and get your head into the game. I also managed to prove quite alot of sayings appropriate with my own logical theories.


and afterall, i smiled again. =D
happy birthday mum.

The truth is out, and i kinda figured out. but whatever it's i aint gona get myself involve anymore. I guess you are just too blinded to see what's the right thing to do. oh well.

and like i always say. why allow such emotion slip into my mind and leave me with a depressed heart when i can forget about everything and be contented with what i have at this point in time? Well, it can be a blessing in disguise sometimes right? lol.

Pat's right. I lost the old Jess. The Jess that nvr give up easily. The Jess that nvr allow anything or anyone to drag her down. and so much more. Oh well, after so much that had happened, i just gotta agree that i did change quite abit. which is not a very healthy thing. So yeah, i'm finding her back. Help me everyone? I think she's hiding somewhere. hmmmm.

Ogawa's party was fun. And i can officially open a takoyaki shop. and so i will have farah, shumin, charmaine to be my helpers. maybe i will consider pris. nonetheless, the rest of the team will probably come everyday and eat up all the balls and at the end of 1 week, I can declare profitless. haha!

So i had a ride to nowhere today. thank you, you. I hope you are okay now. =)

ok. bed time. nights all.

And,

we drew. 3-3 against NUS which adds up to 5 points. Since we lost to NTU and NUS drew with them, they have 7 points and NTU has 8 points which makes us not being able to qualify for the semi's. Which also means it was our last game not only for IVP but with the seniors. It’s a heart wrecking moment to know that we came this far together. Yet due to circumstances, we are going to be separated by teams. Knowing that a few will be playing for division 1 too, I can’t wait to play against/with them.

Oh well, like what Farah said, we had a good season compared to the other years. We are growing not only stronger but closer. Every single one of you in the team is like a sister to me. We've been through so much together as a family. Even when things tried to break us apart, we held each other as we walk through harsh phases. For all the disagreements that had tragically happened within the whole 2 years of my floorball life in Tp, I’m glad we manage to put this through.

All the ups and down. From minor hiccups to major fights. From camps to crucial games, all of you definitely left footprints in my memories and I know you will imprint your foot again in the years to come. Do promise that we will not let this family breakup even after?




Fuckluck. I never believe in that. Stop saying it.

So i have yet start on BCM. had been reading articles, listening to music, watching tv, contemplating if i shd head out and decided not to, analysing the games and getting myself ready for tuesday and to only remember that i have alot to do and have yet start. Oh well, i think i should really stop procrasinating and get my work done.

"I was smart last year and i will be Smarter this year!"

back to BCM.

[Edited-9.15Pm]

I seriously cant get started. was watching the camp videos again. So cute lah. yes. Team Green definitely were the star that night with the whole caterpillar video. So ya. I shall attempt to put the video here for all to watch. =D

ok i failed. ask me if you are interested =D

On a lighter note,

the week had been AWEEESOMMEE. we won our first ivp game against NP, 5-1. NUS and NTU game was way exciting. Claudia's birthday party was enjoyable. and you made it all better. =)

Oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA (4th) and SHANSHAN (5th) =D

On the other hand,

The bonds are getting stronger. Lets focus on our upcoming match now.

Goodnight all,

For all the words you used, for all the things you say without thinking, for how much it affected me for you doubting my words to you. For all you try to turn everything around. I shall forgive for your uncivilised reaction. For i know, when i forgive, I stop myself from entering the dungeon of hatred. For i know i will be able to live my life to the fullest. For i know, i will be able to find peace in my heart.

So now, I forgive you.

Why do i want to forgive you and not forget the whole matter. Why should i allow you to live in the back of my mind? to haunt me subconsciously when i can be happy with the girls.

So now, i've forgotten.

As much as i try to hate, i just got to agree that it takes alot of love to hate somebody. so why should i put myself in a position to hate you. As much as i wont be in love with you, i had never to turn my back to you. I had been genuinely nice to you. so if you doubt it, i got nothing to say. I never have to question my actions because i react appropriately using words as cautious as i can.

Nonetheless, i would say I LOVE YOU if you have the heart to accept it

Why hate when love brings you to another level of joy?

if you think i would be piss after all that,

sorry to say i'm extremely cool with it. =)

PS: I sincerely wish you all the best in things you do. takecare now.

Hanging by a moment (acoustic) - Lifehouse

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