Saturday, September 29 @10:27 AM
see i knew it. training on thurs was awesome. with afiqah's classic matrix fall and more. haha how i wish every training will be this enjoyable. today will be talk part 2. i hope things will be okay. and to cheryl, i really hope you are okay. me love you always ok (:
ok off for training. hopefully my back wont break and my fever wouldnt go up anymore. =( i really wanna train!
Thursday, September 27 @3:51 PM
I miss the whole fast pace life i used to lead. When project was out to kill and us trying to fight against time. When we hid under piles of books trying to find enlightenment for examination. I miss the days when meeting up with the guys were fun and impromptu.
Something tells me that i will never get use to watching the clock tick as slowly as a snail crawling (try imagine watching a snail crawling from Jurong to Pasir Ris).
Something tells me something good will happen later during training. I'm keeping my fingers cross for that. and to N603 out there, i miss you all like hell. We gotta meet soon.
Beautiful stranger,
please tell me everything's fine.
I'm waiting. patiently. still.
Wednesday, September 26 @6:56 PM
Sometimes, you just gotta think deeper to understand the situation better. If Nick Vujicic can smile with all the harsh reality that is thrown on him. I dont see why i shd give up. i aint going to. neither shd anyone of you. This team is love. and every single one of us knows that. lets work it out together as one team. shall we?
who's with me?
Monday, September 24 @2:46 PM
ocean apart.
I want to change your thoughts
abt singers. let me?
Come back soon.
ok random enough.
I think you still dont get my drift.
anw, driving soon.
Sunday, September 23 @11:26 PM
I really wanna see you smile.
and i'm trying. really hard.
I want to be mad abt you.
if you let me do so.
@1:54 PM
Takecare, safe trip.
Wear a jacket when it's cold.
Dont wear when it's hot.
Keep yourself warm at night.
Drink lot of water.
sleep early.
sweet dreams every night.
Be good.
Saturday, September 22 @11:42 PM
Praise and worship was awesome
I really love the presence of him.
He just brings me this slient joy
which i cant help but indulge.
well now i finally understand
why weekly dosage is important.
and i'm definitely abiding to my
doctor's prescription.
@12:14 AM
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Thursday, September 20 @11:18 AM
I dont know why i'm feeling so sourish right now.
Maybe is the one who's leaving
maybe is those who left.
Maybe is the game we are playing later.
Maybe is the roads that i drive.
Sometimes it might be just myself
Most of the time is by the others.
I left my day hanging
in return i deprive my today's happiness.
I feel so far away from some today.
I feel like a disappointment.
I've got so much to say lately
but the words just dont come out right.
I dont feel like ranting with chunks of words
for my words seems like the same
cheaper than anything esle.
Oh Miss Brightside, this is expensive isnt it?
Monday, September 17 @12:44 PM
Cant believe i let it happen.
Cant believe i let my life crumble for 3 days infact.
But well, everyone have to go through those days
isnt it?
Once in a while, you just enjoy lying on your bed
and enjoy watching the clock tick.
every sec. every min
Once in a while, you feel as though you fell into the bottomless pit
and as much as you try to climb out of it.
you can nvr because your mind just dont wanna do it
Once in a while, you just feel like putting everything aside
even the most important thing and search your purpose.
Well, i'm glad
those gloomy days are over
and here i'm back on track. running.
i guess those are just moments i took to catch my breath.
Sometimes life is not abt losing your loves
but knowing how important they are to you.
and yes you are a mistake.
but a sweet unknown mistake.
Sunday, September 16 @10:26 PM
To the unintended,
I never had anything happen so fast
I took one look and I shattered like glass
I guess I let it show
'Cause your smile told me you knew
That you're everything I ever wanted at once
There's no holding this heart
When it knows what it wants
And I never wanted anything more than to know you
I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
And so it begins
This journey of love
The summer wind carries us
To places all our own
The words of a look
The language of touch
The way that you want me means so much
And I never wanted anything more than to love you
I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away - seeing my tomorrows in your eyes
I was swept away
Ohh. I hope I wake up soon
Ohh. I'm a victim of that crazy moon
The very first time you said my name
I knew it would never sound the same
Something about me is changed forever
Can't you see that I'm swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do
I am swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away - seeing my tomorrows in your eyes
Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
We were swept away
Dreamin' of you, swept away
--
you nvr knew because i nvr show.
rarely happen but yes i'm really shy
when it comes to you
It might be a simple smile
but you definitely swept me off my feet.
like how the melody soothe.
since the first time i saw you play.
you were the one who
swept me away.
Someday you will know.
@3:27 PM
The next few days are going to be frantic.
but nonetheless, i will pull through.
hoho. call me if you cant reach me online ok people!
If you enjoy inflicting misery onto others
understand that your inner demon is your reflection
you are so afraid that others will outrun you (which many did)
face it!
to another,
I think you look damn good, can i have your number please? if only.
my dreams are dejavus.
maybe it will.
i like the way you look btw.
Friday, September 14 @11:29 AM
[EDITED]
anw, to answer to Gem's question yesterday.
it will be
Shoot C, Shag Cho and Marry Vic. LOL
by if you ask me right now.
I would shoot E, Shag E and Marry P. =)
Guess who's what.
Thursday, September 13 @10:09 PM
today was awesome.
ask me why if you wanna know.
well for once, i'm happy
despite the fact that i got kiss by the ball. lol.
@12:37 AM
I shd be ashame of myself!
I'm gg work 10 times harder
I swear
Every fall is a lesson. of becoming a better person.
Every lose is a lesson. of becoming a better player.
Every dream is hope. of your future.
Grab it tight. Make every fall/lose count
And be the best.
Sometimes, we just need to fall and pick ourselves, dont we?
but love God for everything is possible through him!
Sunday, September 9 @6:46 PM
High School Musical 2will premiere in 43mins time!
I dontknow why but suddenly i feel like packing my holidays up with stuffs. The weekend had been really slackish and its driving me nuts. I feel like i got nothingtodo and its bad, holidays are getting mundane. I need excitement.
check out
http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/he's definitely a living testimony and he seriously make me think alot of abt my life. Maybe he can change you after you watch his clips on the website eh.
I feel like sipping on a cup of tea/coffee, read a mag or something and relax the entire day. or maybe do some mediation.
all i want is to get you off my mindbut it doesnt seems to work.
Saturday, September 8 @1:01 PM
I want to build an ARK too!
Randomly i wish i can brace you up
and show you the world ahead.
Jess Almighty
Thursday, September 6 @10:58 PM
I may not be your miss perfect.
Maybe i'm just a tree in the whole forest.
One fish in the ocean.
random enough to say, "you're?"
I'm not like the others.
but all i know is
good things dont come easily.
I dont plan to rush it.
even if it's just a simple smile
or a hi, how are you?
to let you know,
each time i look at you.
i feel like i'm in heaven.
its funny how things are felt through me
but whatever comes, whatever goes.
I will leave it
in the hands of fate.
maybe someday,
we will call it our lovestory
maybe not.
whatever the outcome is
you still make me high fucking fly (:
Saturday, September 1 @11:36 PM
I lost my priceless team temasek jacket.
sighs.
it feels as though i lost my floorball faith.
i dont know why.
[EDITED - 12.50AM]
My life is starting to screw up.
Pesta Sukan clashes with my driving. (depress)
Training clashes with my driving. (depressing)
Driving clashes with chalet (still depressing)
Driving clashes with BKK trip (very depress)
Everything clashes with my plan of working
as you can tell, i took more than an hour
to sort everything out.
Gotta start managing my time again!
(i'm seriously bad at it)
Ok people,
i'm gg to bed now
church, fb, studying tmr
i'm loving it (except studying)
on a weird note, i think i'm starting to enjoy studying
ha. ok sourly (no such word i know), i miss PVD today.
i bet they are all having fun at zouk now.
but oh well i did the right thing =)
oh and Leslie told me i can get another jacket.
YAYY-ness =D
goodnight all.
@1:22 AM
Its OVER! (left with FLSM actually)
After 2 weeks of hardwork (i hope it pays off)
At least i get to play fb again, YAYY!
my life is reaching another turn.
a route to major achievements =)
Now i shd be focus-ing on
FLSM ofcus
Driving
and
Floorball (:
Polite is nearing.
and this time
i definitely dont wish to lose!
Lets get pass this coming obstacle first.
sunday's game.
Girls, if we dont play like a team,
put in our best, we will never reap.
We will not improve but remain
where we are. I have high hopes on this team
please dont let me or anyone esle down.
i dont ask for much, i'm only asking for composure, 100% and be positive
just not complacent.
is that too much to ask for?