Friday, June 30 @9:41 PM
The time of my life. Our lives. Fate disguised as chance. Chances by dates itself. I received the best. Word by word. The sweetest side of love. Heart to heart. with no words to understand. Hand in hand. Consent in content. In glee, i rest in your arms. Embrace with protection.
The simple elation. The simple side of love. Lights in my eyes. Paradise in my mind. With two hearts beating as one. You and i. As long as this love will bring. You live in my forever mind. You stay in my forever heart as this girl who brought. love so pure. so special. to me.
Baby, imusm!
Jessica
Monday, June 26 @8:12 PM
It started of with words. Words. That hold no meaning but messy thoughts. Chaotic thoughts. That played around with my mind. My mind played around with my heart. My heart tangled with my soul. My soul played around with my emotions. My emotions expressed a doubtful expression.
Simple. Yet complicated. Easy. Yet not very easy. Happy. Yet not very happy. Unrealistic. Yet quite suspicious. Speechless. Yet rowdy. Inside. Yet not very deep. Deep. but i havent reach the end.
Understand? I don't.
Jessica
Friday, June 23 @10:10 PM
Quirky. the best word to describe the way i'm feeling now. Emotional disorder definitely. There's no apparent reason why i'm feeling like that. Cus nothing triggered my emotion. Another words, nothing happened.
Aww. I wonder why =/
Jessica
Saturday, June 17 @11:59 AM
I welcome you inside my life For what you do Oh you make me happy So very happy Once again
Here I stand So inspired To take your hand And never take for granted What I was granted Once again
I never thought I could love again I never thought I'd let somebody else in I never thought I could trust and then Here I am in love once again
You touched my heart Now I can breathe You saved my life And still I can't believe you made it happen Made it happen Once again
I never thought I could love again I never thought I'd let somebody else in I never thought I could trust and then Here I am in love once again
Bridge: And when i see you baby this is when I want to scream it at the top of my lungs I love you baby! I know I'll never have this chance again
I never thought I could love again I never thought I'd let somebody else in I never thought I could trust and then Here I am in love once again
I welcome you inside my life For what you do Oh you make me happy So very happy Once again
Baby, every word in this song expresseseverything i feel towards you.Happy 2 weeks :)
Love,Your baby
@1:27 AM
I dont know why after so long. I'm still thinking abt. What was it that made you. Why were you so. How you stop me living for awhile. I guess we had said goodbye. Once so close. Next so far away.
Were you once remorseful?
jessica
Friday, June 16 @12:58 AM
I had a dream. A dream that turned out to be a nightmare. A nightmare that seemed so real. Reality may also be known as dreams of revelation. Revelation of dystopic utopia. The switch of unrealistic happenings. The turn of profound displease. Like a lost man trying hard to make everyone equally lost as he is.
Demanding absurd demands. Breaking the love of 7th heaven. Attempted to detach the attached. Forcing miserable orders without authority. Such evil plots. Yet on a brighter note, somehow, dreams and nightmares just wont be for real. =)
no sense. oh well. bear with it =D
Jessica
Monday, June 12 @11:44 PM
My love till you a need.
I long for your touch.
You are the only one.
With you, I know I've found.
The love that I need.
The love for a lifetime.
So please, please
Believe it's true
That our love will see us thru
For one heart shared by two
Will always stay. Now and forever.
Through the sun, thru the rain
And for all times
You always be my love.
Baby, my words are true. (:
Missing you.
Jessica
Sunday, June 11 @11:00 PM
You created my worst nightmare. You made me my worst nightmare. You left me in this self-denial that noone can ever imagine. You created hell but i force myself to replace hell with heaven.
I dont know why you brought me this far. I dont know why you just cant let me walk my way. Cant you hear me shouting for help? Cant you feel my helplessness? You are strangling and i'm struggling.
Jessica
Friday, June 9 @11:48 PM
We once shared the bonds. We shared the touch. Candy's eyes. Lustsimple. We were one and another. No strings. Just cartoons. As told by you. Pants that bob wore. So many.
What i said to you was true. It wasnt made up. It wasnt a lie. It was real. But you being that judgemental know-it-all. To judge me in sucha way. Perspectives. Your own absurd perceptions.
Dont you get it? No reaction. NO chemical reaction betw us. It was just infatuation. It was nothing. You feel the same too. We were more than just friends but the feeling i felt was just not love. I'm not superficial. I was just being honest. It just wont work out.
Love isnt just that. It's more than that. I thought you knew that better.
Jessica
@1:54 AM
You said everything was nothing
I believe you.
You said no. I trusted you.
I tried to clear your name for you.
I tried to deceive myself afterall.
but you lied again.
I just cant see things. The way you see it.
I cant face things. the way you face it.
I cant accept it. the way you want me to.
I cant believe anything anymore.
Baby, tell me what you want me to do?M i a fool to you?
Monday, June 5 @1:39 PM
Found myself. Yet ran away. Something hold back. Voice of reasons i forgot i had.
Jessica
Sunday, June 4 @10:15 PM
I want to remind you
that you are on my mind constantly.
I want to tell you
that i think you are wonderful.
And you are,
a beautiful part of my
todays and tomorrows
Just to let you know.
Baby, I'm amazed by YOU. (:
Sweetest alakadebraJessica
@1:30 AM
Oh my oh my. Tell me that you are for real (:
Jessica
Friday, June 2 @10:19 PM
Your eyes sparkled. I was mesmerized. We exchanged glances. Which held no meaning to you. But not to me. I'm in this state of confusion. - wondering if it's red or green? I long to see you. but inside. i knew it's something. I shd hide.
If only, i can get you off my mind.
If only, i'm the one on yours.
if only.
Jessica
@12:13 AM
Your words affected my actions. I wonder if i made the right choice. To walk away. From this perfect love ahead of me. You gave me the best. the best out of everything. We are like people from 2 different world trying so hard to make something out of nothing.
You said you understand what i'm gg thru. You said you know why i reacted this way. dont you? Her words. That was it. get it? It was not your fault from the start. It was me who let you down. Yet you still try all ways to salvage.
The kink wont sink but it keep me thinking. You will find someone better. Trust me.