Wednesday, April 30 @12:23 AM
Spare differences. Might consider as mild attacks. I don't understand why it's like that. Neither do i understand why i'm feeling like that. Maybe it's normal but it makes me feel irrational. Maybe it's right to walk away.
Someday it will tell, someday i will know.
Maybe someday, it might be the end.
But all i know i might lose myself.
Oh come on Jess, Face the fact,
Truth hurts.
Monday, April 28 @12:25 AM
Sometimes, i really hope you will stop thinking about yourself and start thinking about the people around you. It's very annoying and tiring. We're right. but who's to blame anw?
Saturday, April 26 @2:18 AM
So yes, point proven
i was delighted after work.
Partly because i had my weekly dosage of G-drug*.
and the weekend is here! hurrayy!
I'm seriously not enjoying working life.
Just hope next week will be better.
movie and live band made it blissful
but your company made it beyond bliss.
rating out of 5 stars, Harold and Kumar
got all 5 stars from me because of you =D
nights world.
*not a name of an actual drug. it's just to emphasis addiction.
Thursday, April 24 @11:48 PM
Take me away to a place just beside.
I dont understand, Just dont understand.
Someone do something about it.
It's getting into me, I just dont feel well.
Something tells me i'm gg to be damnn happy after work tmr.
hmmm. i wonder.
As random as this entry is, one week passed,
So now I have another 18 weeks of SIP to go.
damn bloody emo now.
sighs.
Saturday, April 19 @1:47 AM
I receive so much joy from being able to see a smile in your eyes. I love to look at you and realise how glad i am for everything the two of us share. It would be wonderful if every wish imaginable could find a way to come true but deep down inside, i don't need all those wishes.
because all i need is. what i have. with you.
@1:02 AM
Must it always end on sucha bad note? Are all these part and parcel of life? Oh god, it's so tiring to continue.
Tuesday, April 15 @1:59 PM
Imaginary collections. Reality so surreal. Illusionary consciousness. All these seemed to hit my brain at one blow. As much as I tried, I don’t plan to take it and pushing it away makes the coward in me surface. I seriously don’t understand neither do i know how to improvise the situation.
Why must everything be so deep? I just don’t get it.
Saturday, April 12 @1:21 PM
What is hidden beneath the strong ugly front of yours? I honestly don't like what I'm seeing neither do i enjoy what I'm hearing. But who am i to confront this matter, no one.
Any hows, Finally its feels like holidays but come to think of it, its pretty boring when you have nothing much to do and yes, you will tend to want to go back to school/work. Oh wells.
Okay i seriously don't know what happen to all my inspirations, it seems to deplete as i write. Pardon me for the lack of entries recently. because each time i open the page and attempt to type, next moment i get lazy and decide to sign out of blogger.
Sometimes, you can make it on your own.
Monday, April 7 @1:05 AM
Sad to say, the league had ended and Pasirian had been a good team. Weekends are gg to be so mundane from now on. Sighs.
Tuesday, April 1 @11:36 PM
How would you feel when your dreams shatter, hopes disappear, your wrist is injured and trust is gone? How would you feel when everything change in a split-second? How would you feel when you rise up then something hit you and you fell 6 feet under? How would you feel when the whole world seems to be watching you?
But for all the hows,
Whatever that doesn't kills you, makes you stronger.
I will find my way. I just need a break. a serious one.
God will make a way,
for me.
@1:01 AM
Its still getting into me, i don't really know what i should do. Can anyone differentiate the right and the wrong? From what's on the surface and what's beneath? Maybe from things that are known to things that are not known? Don't you somehow wanna know what's unknown? Don't you tend try hard to figure out.
Should i not know instead?