Dreams;
If i got the key to your emotions.
i will unlock all and set you free.
First where shd i start searching?

Earth;

It's hurting within my soul.

Now i wish to be set free.

Maybe you shd leave me alone.

fb tmr. love double love!

Can I sleep it away as you rewind time back to make everything a dream? Sometimes I wonder why I ached so much. When I’m not required to. Why I pretend when I'm not equipped to. with much self-condemnation and concurrence on the qualms of incredulousness. Implausibly, I shrunk so pathetically in character to savor in my humanity of fairytale perfection. I arched so low as to mediocre my mind. But who do I owe the biggest apology? No one had been more brutal than I’ve been to myself.


Expectations that I failed to reach. Blends in fruitlessly to my unbearable juice of tears. Patience may be virtue. Determination is a quality. Lost is entirely out of space. All adds to the delirium of ecstatic impulsion. Hysterically as it sounds, I lost my composure.


Wake me up please. Make me hopeful and walk in faith.
for now goodnight.

Dear Pat,

Sometimes when the walking gets rough, the going gets tough. but it all in your mind. You've been through so many other problems. maybe this time it's one of the harder issues that you faced, but believe yourself. Have a little faith.

Set a goal. Work against the odds. Why let the fog infront of you mist you away? How can you tell that you are trying to achieve the unattainable? Have a little faith.

You 're running. running like the speed of sound. running so far away from where you stand. ask yourself, is it worthy? To even walk away at the slowest motion. You jumped off track. Are you giving up? You made it this far.(far enough to say far ofcus.) Why dont you get back on track?Have a little faith.

If i can pass a little faith to you, I will.

Brace up. (:

PS: Hope you like your request! (:

I'm furiously angry to the extend that i feel like ripping off some one's jaw.
If you are here to make things worse, please stop.
If you try anything funny, i will rip your jaw apart.


I nvr blog like that in my entire life before. so yes this is how furiously angry i'm. Angry like an angry beaver.

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I fell. Off track today. Totally off-guarded. Totally not aware of the coming train rushing towards my direction. That moment of death, woke me up with a light. a ray of light shining in front of me as i walked through the darkest tunnel. the only beam that showed me living and a mixed heart.

A familiar voice kept talking to me. The voice said words so foreign. so abnormal. I heard and i let. I let it over take my life as i fall. Nonetheless, the long tunnel made walking tough. As determination depletes away and paradise is no way near, I told myself. I'm not going to let this voice capitalize my desperation. Because I know somewhere in my heart, I'm nearing. nearing the end of misery to a new place called contentment.

For today,
School sucked,
Game sucked
tell me how bad things can be.

Nights.

School starts tmr and trust me i still dontknow what i have to do. I feel so unprepared with no books, unsure subjects. I know its just first day of the sem but it's still important you know. ok maybe not that important. I dontknow i'm just gg crazy by overstressing myself even when school have yet to start. and where's my KF? she havent tell me what she's gg to wear tmr? see how little things can affect so much! reply me soon, thank you. all the panickness is driving me mad. seriously. Cant believe this. I have a love-hate relationship with school.

According to the song that is playing in my blog

"everything is gg to be alright" yes it will. i think. =/


To go or stay. To go or stay. thats the question. I got until 3 or 4pm to think about it. haha. next question, what shd i wear? Aiyoh. headache. Guess whats the best part. Ole doesnt have anything that it is related to my current sem modules. ):

hopefully tmr i wouldnt get a shock when introduction starts. and pleaseee lecturers, if you want me to stay for lecs please learn to make it interesting. if not i will die of boredom. thank you.


Game tmr, against NP
Yes we won the last and we will win the next.
Lets play hard girls with love.


oh yes, service today was good. it nvr fails to bring me energy to walk into the new week. and yes i'm fully charged, vitalised and all ready to face challenges and the reality impossibilities.


start week good.
nights.

ok i'm gg to blog something long today as said. But maybe you wont even bother reading it haha! Trust me. First let’s talk abt the last frantic week. Alternate days of significance. Expectations and needless to say perseverance. Having to fail each time and picking myself the next moment for different obstacles were definitely not any way near the word easy. So for the whole week I was falling and forcing. Falling and forcing. But well it ended on a fantastic note. See how frantic can be fantastic sometimes. Well it sure did.

Today was totally well-spent. Met Elvi, Kf and Farah at Chinatown this afternoon. Was supposed to meet Elvi at 1 actually but apparently I couldn’t… (as usual right.. ok less talk more actions/improvements) Went to the Sinseh and I swear it was damn funny. I swear kf is the cutest thing on earth. (I dint mean it when I said thing. You know what I mean. HA!) Then farah had a super random thought of cutting her hair. So yeah, we erratically walked and ended up at this salon that I used to go. And somehow I got influenced to cut too. And kf suddenly had the urge to do so too. So we did. And it undeniably came out remarkable.
And yes kf still is the cutest thing on earth. Haha (ask me and I will reenact what happen at the salon)

Da-de-da-blah-blah (don’t expect me to write about everything eh. Just writing the climatic and prominent parts)

After we went down to Peninsular as dearest Farah wanted to get skinnies, met Tristan there. After we headed to Raffles City to look for food but we ended up looking for toilet and went over to Marina. So no Fast food, on budget, we ended up at the HongKong café (like how budget please). I swear that was the most enjoyable meal I had. Come on people, name me “Miss witty.” Farah’s laughing gas had really made XinWang tremble and Elvi trying weird ways of picking guys up. How funny. (For those who needs reenactments again, msg me) after meal, we headed over to esplanade for some lovey dovey time and at midnight, we parted.

Climaxing right? Talking about Tristan, I swear she definitely left an impression please. A very beautiful one (impression is not attraction if you all are wondering)

And now, I have the rush of words to type.

Impression, an indescribable way of astounding presence. Impact, a hysterical force that is constructed and blast through people or things. Image, a portrayal that illustrate an imaginative being that will leave an impression and impact in a particular spot in one’s life.

Wonderful linked, isn’t it?

I have this major fuss that I wanna blog about but I think this entry is really long enough to be a story book so ya. I shall end it here. School starts Monday. tell me i will be dead by then? ):

PS: to Leng, long enough? LOL


Goodnight all (:

If i'm called stubborn for trying to pursue something i had always want to pursue. What are achievers? Shouldnt i go the extra mile, why shd i put off when i reach my last lap? why must your words affect me so much?

Give me a break.

its just one/three more week.

Hanging by a moment (acoustic) - Lifehouse

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