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Tuesday, May 29 @12:01 AM

sorry if this following entry is going to be extremely sexist. because i seriously cant stand what i'm seeing.

okay i just got home at like 11plus since school is 459245 hours away from home and i was in school till like 9plus. Thanks to the stupid flsm project which is due this friday. kf and i actually spend like 3-4 hours trying to figure out how to use autoCAD again even though huanwei did help quite abit. My god - yet nothing is done.

okay thats not the main point

the main point is. i came home and the house was seriously in a mess. to only realise that mum's extremely sick. and I gotta put down my heavy bag (thanks to my laptop and books) and start cleaning up from the living room to the kitchen. my goodness its alot of work please. so i shd conclude guys are pest. they are nothing but burdens. they cant seem to clean up their own mess. they are so annoying. just becus they are guys they expect everyone to serve them like kings even if they are not the breadwinner of the family. they demand you to do things although they could tell you are extremely busy. sorry but yes. i'm extremely bitchy lately.

things to do.

1. FLSM project (ARGHHHHH)
2. Jap project
3. study for tests
4. get prepared for division 2

ahhh kill me please kill me please! =(

sweet sweet dear
sweet sweet smile
sweet sweet you

((: thank you.

Saturday, May 26 @12:36 AM

i got so much to say to you.
but i dont know where to start.
just dont let this go away.
dont take it back.

what if i choose to
take a step forward.
will you hold me back?

maybe the similarities.
maybe the differences.
maybe i just want to be
all about you.

Thursday, May 24 @1:08 AM

perk up my thurs, will you?
i needa get well fast!

thank you dearies.
i'm okay already.
i love you all/

Tuesday, May 22 @12:16 AM

You hung a smile on my face.
the entire day.

today is indeed a happy day.
and the happiest thing is,

idonthavetosufferfromraa'snagginganymore.YAYY!
becus her baby is back FINALLY!
so. QUEEN? no more!
bleahhhh* evil grin!

i looked at you.
you turned away.

i cant wait. i cant wait.
(:

Sunday, May 20 @11:56 PM

I cant wait. I cant.
you just dont care.
you just dont.

for all i care,
next will be the best!

Friday, May 18 @6:37 PM

I'm so sick. so sick. so sick.
I hate. hate. hate.
You make make make.
me go crazzzzyy!


please tell me you will vanish me into thin air.
tell me you will be there.
assure me once again.

but then again.
all you said were just pure lies.
you lied.

never will i blame you for that.

Sunday, May 13 @3:40 PM



Dear Team Singapore Orchids,

Please do brace up even though the score line was undesirable. I know you all will do better against Finland later. It must be the Jet-lag, that's why. but oh well, stand tall. For starters, having to face the fact that Singapore is in Division A for the first time and that the first match was against Sweden, one of the elite team in the world, it was an extremely good game! Nonetheless, goal scoring is not the main key to winning. By bringing yourself down and admitting defeat is definitely losing(!) and you ladies proved it by not giving up not even the last minute.

Go Ladies! Keep shining!
Keep the champion spirit going.

Sincerely,
Jessica.

--
Reflection:
What was mentioned above is always a learning point, we/I often overlooked. We always prefer to give up in the mist of things. We always opt to runaway not from the matter but from ourselves even though running away is never an option. We chose to always deceive ourselves even when our disabilities are placed down on the table like a deck of cards. But this time round, things are about to change. A brand new good change btw. because if we look at things at a different prospect, we feel, think differently. Instead of being intimidated by our weaknesses, we should work hard and revolutionize those weaknesses into strengths. Strengths that others cannot trounce.


Conclusion:

Watching Team Singapore try so hard to create a miracle in the WFC, made me not want to give up working hard even though its just Division 2 we are talking about. and i definitely believe that Tpwolves will also create a miracle! a miracle that will be determine not by the scoring line (but i don't mind if it's) but by the way we work as a team. A team that never say die. A team that will establish our endeavors.


We will engage in matches that will attest our hard work. Not matches that will demoralise us due to our recurring over sightedness.

Let's Learn Hard,
Work Hard, Play Hard!
finally,
Let's win like Wolves!


last but no least,
to all the mothers out there
Happy Mothers' Day

@1:19 AM

I have a brother who's sucha prick.
Anw, i hate tonight

i cant watch WFC online. nothing seems to be
working out right for me.

and i miss you.
cant believe it's this strong.
even without you knowing.
that i'm crazy over you.

Thursday, May 10 @1:08 AM

One hug, all that i needed.
I'm stronger than yesterday (:

Sunday, May 6 @11:32 PM


If you ever try to take her away from me
I will kill you, slap you, pinch you, bite you
strangle you, pull your hair. I swear i will
because she's everything to me.

dont you even dare try
cus i will hate you for the rest of my life.

a moment of insanity

@1:23 AM

You took the symphony of my heart unknowingly.
The music of my tune you sang so beautifully.

You just don’t know. How much.
You just don’t know. How sweet.
You just don’t know.

let me be your first,
and oneday, last.

will you?

Ocean size love

(:

Friday, May 4 @3:59 PM

Division 2 is in one month's time! Division 2 is in one month's time! Division 2 is in one month's time! Division 2 is in one month's time! Division 2 is in one month's time! Division 2 is in one month's time! Division 2 is in one month's time! Division 2 is in one month's time! AHHHHH!

okay i'm officially a no-lifer after reading kf's entry. I need happenings! happenings! I will marry whoever that will keep my life happening! So many things i want to do, but maybe not. so many people i wanna meet, but school's a bitch. So many people i wanna see, but not free for me (ahem!). So many things to do, so little time.

I miss clubbing with the floorballers(!) I miss housevisits. I miss latenight suppers. I miss shopping sprees. I miss movie catch. I miss shuffling although i'm pretty new at it(!) I miss surprises visits. I miss boozing. I miss cones day chunky monkey! I miss late night bitching. I miss foot reflex(!) I miss i love my sex. I miss proper education and ETC...

pout like i never pout before.
like it can never be the same again.


you make me feel so brand new! (:


Wednesday, May 2 @11:06 AM


In the damn library now, extremely pathetic i swear. The computer is crappy. the weather is bad. my bag is heavy. i brought a brolly with me that makes me look like an auntie. I'm tired. Raa and kf is not doing anything except roaming friendster. i'm so bored with friendster. Its like nothing much to look at or whatsoever. talking about friendster, i was suppose to upload some pictures but Chloe hasnt send them to me yet. =\

Char is apparently smiling at herself for i dontknow what reason. and they are all or rather most of them are gg to catch spiderman 3 later but i cant make it because my class apparently ends at 6 today. and they are watching at 5. ): ohh and i wanna watch Shrek 3. Anyone?

I got jap class at 4 which means i got another 3 hrs break later. another 3 hours of finding sometihng to do. oh! i so dread Wednesdays. wth. whats wrong with 3 today. everything seems to be related to 3! it's like the 3rd weekday. its 11.33 now. 3 is definitely a bad number. ohhh my jersey numbers are 3, 33 and 35. see how it links!

okay lets change topic. but i got nothing to talk about now. sorry if this entry bores you. i wanted to bitch abt some stuffs but i forgot. argh. *grumbles* okay! i remembered. I was suppose to be in lecture now because of some stupid lecturer. my lecture is postpone till later. he's so damn irritating. dontknow how to manage his time. dontknow that students pay to learn and he's paid to teach but he's not doing his job. cb! How can he waste our precious time like that. how dare him! argh.

hahaha okay i saw something funny today. I saw box in gown! i saw box! my god. i'm still trying to get over the fact that i saw box in gown! how can that be? she was wearing makeup tooo (i think)! my god i cant believe i saw box in gown! box, how can that be? *traumatised*
sorry people. i just needa rant it somewhere and i'm goddamn motherfucking knnbccccccb bored. (pardon me!)

last but not least!
I miss you all! that includes Denise, Lovely, Amy, Gemma, Deenie.

you too!

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