Have you ever stand at a crossroad and start wondering why everywhere all around you looks beautiful compared to the place you stand?
well, i do now. i dont usually talk abt how i feel. but i guess its too tiring to keep it all inside. so now who's willing to listen?
Thursday, August 23 @2:09 PM
"REBUKE SECUR, AIRCON, IRDD, FMF, FLSM AND FTT IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!" exams are in afew days time.
something happened at home. maybe this is one good reason why i choose to stay being a lesbian.
i hope you are okay. will be there, always. pheobe, you are the best dog any owner can have. i love you.
Tuesday, August 21 @9:41 PM
The Art of Giving The Fear of Losing My Tears are Falling I Don’t Get You Calling
Sunday, August 19 @11:47 PM
Today was awesome. Joyce Meyer's sermon was really good. This amazing woman really made me realised so much about myself and so i guess its really time to shape my life again in terms of studies, fb, church, work and other commitments.
If i want to be an achiever, i have to first believe i'm one. and yes i know i'm in christ. =) --
i texted this special someone today and i couldnt believe a meetup brought me so much joy. well, it was just a simple lunch and coffee session. and also I'm really glad that you are all happy now. after all that had happened.
and yes i'm really sorry for that. and to realise I dint just had a wonderful lunch. I found happiness in a wonderful friend. (:
Everyday is special, lets see what god has in mind for me tmr. and i cant wait! goodnight now
Friday, August 17 @10:41 PM
can you stop what you are fcuking doing. i dont know how i even learn to detest some things abt you. i never thought i would but please give yourself some respect or maybe others too
before doing what you think you like. I never liked the idea
yet you never knew. so much for being. FORGAVE and FORGOTTEN =D
projects are finally over. and i missed fireworks due to cramps. =(
tmr, sentosa, happy vincent, happy me day! when next week starts, anyone if you come across this, yes! just like how you are still reading what i'm typing. pleaseee force me to start studying!
Sometimes i just love sports filled days. and thurs training was great. great team bonding even though it was justa few of us.
EDITED- 5/10 mins later.
i got my motivator.
guess who? =D
laters!
Wednesday, August 15 @2:17 AM
Flashbacks of cruel tomorrow. The unforgiving dreams mist through my eyes. My feeble soul shattered. Try comprehending my reading.
I was caught off guard again. Unarmed. Unarmored. Enamored. The strip of side shots. The delicate words Held astonishment so discreet.
I will not let this break. I will build again. When I reach my peak Don’t turn back. Because I never will I’m not your nr2ubme.
Hold me. drift me. kiss me.
Tuesday, August 14 @1:16 PM
I cant believe i strip myself off all the responsibilities i have today(not as if i have a choice not to). =(
When i say responsibilities, i meant responsibilities. I have assignments/projects to rush. I have project meeting today but unable to attend especially when the dateline is tmr. hopefully they will assign me work asap maybe then i would brood over the boring day. I have training later. sighs! -pull a sulky face and fall into depression-
Yes it feels weird having to be bedridden. weak limps, itchy throat, smelly hair (because i havent bathe), heavy head and burned brain. As much as i hate being dependent, i have to rely on people today and the feeling sucks. argh. I wanna go school! I hate falling sick. -pouts-
as much as i'm trying to get work done, i cant. I dontknow why. Maybe its the bed. maybe is me procrasinating.
Someone please call me now and repeat the following;
"hello jessica, your datelines starts tmr, so please start working! FMF, IRDD, SECUR, SPN is not gona wait for you to submit ok!"
can i tell you how much i miss you.
will you listen?
Sunday, August 12 @5:15 PM
sometimes i wish i can be your perfect. but i can nvr reach.
Thursday, August 9 @1:53 PM
Dear bestie(s),
if words cant tell what it means. life cant tell what it wants. i will guide you along the deep blue ocean.
If dreams vanishes, and hopes are gone. while your hearts are falling. i'll stand by you. always.
love, jessica
Tuesday, August 7 @1:13 AM
when i saw this, i cried. depletion of creations.
@12:31 AM
Is it true today that when people pray Cloudless skies will break; Kings and Queens will shake Yes it's true and I believe it, I'm living for you
Is it true today, that when people pray We'll see dead men rise and the blind set free Yes, it's true and I believe it I'm living for you
I'm gonna be a History Maker in this land I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run Into your arms, into your arms again Into your arms, into your arms again
Is it true today that when people stand With the fire of God and the truth in hand We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing We'll see broken hearts making history Yes it's true and I believe it I'm living for you
-- 3 days of FOP. and yes. I'm gona be a history maker! back to square one. Someone please manage my time.
Driving starts this saturday =D i cant seem to wait. now i got another commitment. hopefully my driving during the holis wont clash with polite training. and yes did i mention polite will start in approximately 1months time hohoho. i'm loving it.
we drew with pinkies btw. we could easily win them. but well i'm glad we dint lose. and we even did a comeback.
=) lets strive for greater successes!
for me is with you, lord.
Saturday, August 4 @1:19 AM
FOP was awesome. accompany was great too. Finally presentations, tests and project sub are over.
at least next week will be a slight breather. maybe i shd start packing my room next week and also compile my notes together then i shall start studying. haha
seems like busyness can never get out of my list eh. but well at least I'm enjoying it!
talking abt busyness, I realised my I-want list is increasing. from DSlite to a new aviator.
maybe i shd do up my list when i have the time and maybe pass it to mummy and daddy.a and maybe they will be able to grant my wishes (:
Game tmr, against pinkies. and this time round, girls we cant afford to lose! if we want to be the few on top of the board