Tuesday, May 30 @1:07 AM
So near. yet so far away. I was just one step away. Yet you don't know that I'm right here. The inadequate feeling that rushed in my mind.
Both mentality and physically straining. Under the slient jealousy. The unexpressive emotions. Expressions of depressions. Foul frustrations. Protuding anger. Not against you. But against myself. I held within. Courage. Just dont strike. I have issues. Not with you. But myself.
My words. Dont tell. My mind. Dont speak. But that dont mean NOT! It wasn't due to impulse. I knw what i said.
I'm attracted o' so attracted
Jessica
Monday, May 22 @12:58 AM
You came into my life. You made me the queen of your heart. I made you mine. You showed me how people could love. You held me close when i was depress.
You walked with me thru the darkest tunnel yet disappeared when i reached the middle. I was in denial. I was unsure if i shd complete or run back for shelther. I contemplated for days. Eventually i learnt to walk this path on my own. Then, you pushed me down once more.
I'm the innocent one if you could see the picture as a whole. Cause it was all about you and your selfish acts.
My injustified past.
jessica
Monday, May 15 @12:51 AM
I'M A HAPPY GIRL.
NO MORE YOU
AND I HAVE HIM NOW
MAKE ME A HAPPY GIRL.
I HEART HIM.
d*,
u are happy.
u are just lying to me every time.
certain things u chose to let it go.
so let it be.
i dont think is right to stay in contact.
but u're my friend, forever you will.
take care.
BOYFRIEND,
thou' is just the beginning.
i hope we can go thru every single obstacles together.
i love you.
Saturday, May 13 @12:29 AM
I'm disorientated.
jessica.