Most of the time, i choose to react differently dont mean i dont feel so. I just dont feel like going with the norm. Sometimes, when i say over, dont mean im okay. I really want to get away for awhile. After exams, im going to hibernate. I will.

Before i forget

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Dear Popcorn,

Im sure you will be reading this and i hope you are feeling better now. Stop thinking about today's alright. You will do well the next. I believe you will. (: SMILE OKAY!

Oh my goodness, check out the new mazda 6

its so pretty. i want to test drive!

So we won today, 7-1. I scored after so many attempts. lalala~! so happy. anyhow, i shdnt even be online now. I shd be studying. Guess i will only start intensive studying tmr. Like literally glue myself on the chair far away from the laptop. Maybe i shd lock my laptop in the closet. Or maybe put it in forbidden areas in the house.


2 down, 3 more to go.
I cant wait for holis! (:

I shd be studying! Why m i not studying? I need to study! Why cant i stop typing? Why am i home? I cant study at home. i should be out. Why am i home again? How can i concentrate like that. The Tv is my nightmare now. I have to study. I need to study. The books are calling me but i'm cover the noise by blasting the radio. I need to study yet im still typing. I feel like going out. I feel like driving around. I wanna go Pulau Ubin, I feel like going for a run now? Should i go for a run now? I also want to swim. But i'm pretty lazy although it's just beside my house. Save me people. Worse for all i feel like playing floorball. I should be studying. I have to study. Please ground me to the chair and make me concentrate. My mind cant stop wondering. I took too many breaks. Break to vivo. Break to pump petrol. Break to msn. I forbid myself from reaching my phone but it seems like im going to break it soon. okay i just broke it. Why is everyone studying outside? Maybe i should go out too. but im lazy to get out of the house. Maybe i shd just go tmr. Why m i thinking about it now? I should be studying. I also need to stop myself from breaking. I need to studying! AWWWWWW SAVE ME!

Pardon me for the major 'needtostudy' break-down.

Laters all.

Attempt #4573 -Revision on lighting and acoustics

Starts now.

I just love Floorball so much. It brings me angst, bittersweet joy, undiscovered pain, conscious appearance, faith, believe and so much more. Nonetheless, the best bunch of friends. (: i love you all.

Anw, we won today, 7-3. So angry with myself. My shots dint get it although they were pretty nice. I dont care im looking forward to next week now.

Then again, exams are coming, marks Sunday. Ever wonder why floorball brings such great joy? I've got my answer today, have you?

After so long.

After all obtacles faced,

I guess.

I'm still.

in love with you.

Last day of school means last day of terrorising datelines. After 5 pm today, i will be a free bird. or maybe before. Anw a quick update, valentine's day was well-spent and different this year. I feel so brand new right now. Recharged with love to contiune the cycle till the next valentine. So i received a muffin, a lollipop cookie, a little girlfriend book, 1 letter, many msges, 1 box of feraros, 1 little pack of candies, lovely lunch, awesome training and awesome time at Balcony. =)


For all that made it happened, Thank you.


Sunday will definitely be a show-down. All Pasirian team girls please ensure that you reach on time with a ultra ready mind. (:


Loves!

What m I? Who m I? What are you? Who m I, are you? This state of confusion which I often forbid myself from sinking in. yet allow it to slip in once again. It shouldn't happen to me now. It can't be happening. I can not allow this to happen. I've got a lot to deal with.


So much more to seek. So much more to conquer. So much to work hard for. I shouldn’t allow myself or the heart to sidetrack. But I can’t help but look to my left. Sniff the delicate scent on my right.


I don’t want to stay where I am. Yet I’m too tired to move forward. It seems to me that obstacles are dashing towards my direction and I can’t turn back. How should I stop? How can I conquer? I don’t want to lose yet I’m afraid to continue?


What if I fall? What if I fail? Will you lend me a hand? Will you give me a lift? Will you catch my fall? What if I can never stand up and continue? Will I end up with a bleeding heart?


I don’t know, I don’t know how to make it through this.
I'm falling, I'm yelling

can you hear me yell?

So it was the sun and the sea, kayak and swim, candies and self-made sandwiches, all the little moments, those whines and madness, those little kisses and cuddles, the life vests, that will.i.am and more...wouldnt be perfect without you.

One full day of activites left me with extreme exhaustion, aches and.. (:

oh god, Im so not looking forward to tmr,

it's going to be a longgggggggggggg day ):

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness.

Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! <

Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

so i ripped that off shikin's blog (dont kill me when you see this) that's obviously because im half a sagi myself too and definitely the good ideal ones are true. the rest are not since im only half. so what's capricon's?

and yes i'm a sagi-con, if you all dint realise it. Im telling you now! hehheh

Hanging by a moment (acoustic) - Lifehouse

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