Wednesday, March 1 @1:58 PM
i lost my inner self. i'm just soulless. coming to the extent of slashing.i may look happy.but i'm seriously not.times after times i choose to lock myself. people choose to end a r/s because one party thinks that is more than love, is an habit. so by breaking up, they think they did the right choice. but sadly, is no. you all are totally wrong about it. i faced one a yr ago. N-O! i suffered cos' my partner told it was a habit. we're too used together even thou' there's no feeling involve. & we choose to go separate ways. there's no U-turn for us.i still miss my ex-partner so much.is just so hard for me to let it go and move on.the memories,the tears,the laughter, etc., we shared.is priceless. there's love, one-sided, or both.those happy moments were beyond words can describe.i lost you once, and i lost you forever. however the green eyed monster never go away.the more i yearn for you. maybe being alone now can help me to get that devilicious soul out of me.but i miss you.alicia.