Friday, February 3 @2:30 AM
i was told to be happy and what happened yesterday was past.but today i went out with my closest "freak" girl-friend.i started to have doubts and emotional within me.for that "freak",dont ever think u're the only one suffering.there's others that suffering too.just that they never show "that face" to you.talking about friends.do your think i have?i rarely have close friends.is all the "so-called" friends( acquaintences).and for your information, u're my closest one.silly girl,is alright to lay on the bed whole day, no motion and think.cry all you want.but at least come out with a goal.i mean you can dont follow my footstep, going to a poly and study.going to a poly for me, is not to slack/waste my time.i know i can do something that is more productive.but it dont apply to everyone.so cheer up.& u have me.i'm all yours.today,i went sun-tanning.& yet i'm not tan.i look fair!i want a tanned-skin on sat.(whatever.) then, i went gab's place and gamble till tne plus.& all of us went ABC for supper.tehy played the slide games.& i video-cam it down.fun & yet silly.(= they are really the nice people.omg- i have a stupid crush on this stupid person. or can say this "irritating" guy. infratuation- talk about it tmr. super tired now. =(again,my blog is full of irrelevant stuff.starting work tomorrow.(sighs-)