Friday, February 3 @6:14 PM
My brillant life's over
I dunnoe how to relate my life to you. My life's screwed. I got no idea but its all emptiness i feel. I'm frustrated but i got nothing to vent. I want to cry but the tears just wont flow down. She's not talking and i hope she's fine. You have close friends you do and i envy you for that. Some friends of yours are true just that you ought to realise who.
I thought my life had reach its limit. The highest point. I was happy and sad to say everything's gone now. I dunnoe why i'm all into the so called dungeon again. I want to sleep and ever wake up. I dunnoe i just dun wanna be a burden in anyone's life but i'm lost in mine like how you're lost in yours. I know i need to pick myself up somehow but i just cant make myself do so. I dont want to be sober anymore. Darling lets drink as much as we can tmr night please. I'm sick and tired.
To let you know again, Darling, i will always be there for you as and when.
Jess+