Saturday, February 4 @2:47 AM
Nothing is PERMANENT in this wicked world.-not even our troubles.for all my closest one. ;miao;juliet;& especially my jessica baby.don't bottled up all your feeling inside you.i was once like this.& u guys told me this,"dont think so much","fcuk it!","not worth your tears.".again,all this is for you guys.jessica hubby;i don't know what's happening between you & her.but there one thing i will like you to know.u told me this once,i take everything very lightly now.not another chloe in my life.just go the flow,baby.you are not my burden, neither you are your friends.you belong to us,&me.someone i not ashame to be a fool in front.someone i enjoy with at all times.is a minor problem compare to the rest u gone through before.flings and all the craps you talked about before were a total shit.you fall in love even before you know.you are not a pain in whoever's neck.you are here to love and be loved.i'm sure all you need is calm yourself down & talk things out.not to worry.i'm always here.& yes.we will get ourselves drunk tomorrow.okay?i love you,my hubby.another day gone blindly.devasted maybe the word for my day.i took all my muscles to frown today.no sales & lonely.but kindly dear father sent a angel to accompany me today.i looked forward for all his replied messages.will all this be short-lived?i wish it lasts.nice feeling grows as i know him longer.this period of time was my happinest time.no heartbreak,no tears,no doubt and is all about love,;giving & taking.but seeing people around collasping.i just cant help it and be emotional.i was in love before, i suffered from heartbreaks too.i even had doubt in myself before.but at the end of the day,i know if i dont walked out of that pitch darkness in my life,i will never be happy.true,i had walked out of it but seeing you guys suffering,i pained my heart.be strong, all my girlfriends.whether rain or shine,i will be there for you.no more tears for us.as we are big girls now.