the other day-this is my the other half,jessica.(spinellie;heeren)
the confession-
the intimacy we shared,the kisses we had,i have fall in love before i know.maybe is just infatuation,it won't last.i came across this in a book,"looking for the positives in one another,instead of the faults, is one way couples can keep the romance alive."this phrase remind me of my enduring past relationship with this guy.i dont love him anymore.but it tells me that i should be sucha bitch when comes to relationship.i should give more than i take.that guy i have a crush on is not on pile with me.we are both two different world,i take notice for him and not to care about the rest.he's nice and yet irritating.things that he did before,i truely appreciate.maybe this is just a one-way thing.he has no feeling for me, nor a crush.he walked me to the bus-stop, and accompany me (indirectly) when i'm alone. cliche- the not me type. but i starting to appreciate it, and change my prespective and learn at the same time.i'm taking this lightly.as i do not want to get myself hurt.after knowing him, i realised i am those easy jealous kind. sound funny?but this is what my sister call it; love.
liquid room was fun.the usual.stepping into the club that is familiar,funny-yet-fcuktub things happened.not to mention name,but she shocked me.cause what she did last night,she had to face the consequences.wish her lucks.
friends indeed is a friend in need. believe it or not? i having doubts in everyone.starting to be defensive.long story again.i will update more about it tmr night.