Saturday, March 4 @6:54 PM
choices are laid in front of you. why do people still find themselves when they are care-free. i mean no trouble and yet they choose to find trouble for themselves.sometimes i envy those people that have choices make for them or lay out for them.on the other hand, itchy backside, choose to find a diff route for thmeselves and ended at a dead end.i may not be that fortunate like most people. i have to do everything myself. yes, is different for me and i'm struggling. but at least i know i 'm not like those people. i wont choose the dead end. or shall i put it in this way, i leave my choices wide and dead end is never one of the choice.i'm not qualfied for the course i chose a month ago. i ended up nowhere now. due to the encouragement i have from those that care about me, i will not concede defeat at sucha early stage. past years and experiences had made me a difference person, a stronger one. i'm no more a weakling. though, i creied like mad yesterday. you know why? cos' i'm in a unclear state. i cant think when i fail. but i though it thru, i'm going to get into any course i can and move upward. and turn out to be one of the best. (=i had enough of tears and i hope that people around me get over it. and move on. we are not useless people. choices and our fate are in our hands.we can fight all obtacles. laters,alicia