Wednesday, March 22 @11:43 PM
I can no longer hold the thoughts that filled my mind every night. The fear that stays in me. The emptiness that i felt. Many came. None left. I had been thinking about everything. The best thing is i'm assuming what my eyes can see. What's good, what's wrong. I saw that spark. You make it happen. Not me not i. but you. Lost was the only thing i felt. Lost without a soul. Lost without you.
Dear Wifey,
I dun know what you are gg thru right now. I know things are not gg well. Maybe because of her yet you aint tell me what but seriously think about it. You wanna hold on like forever? Do you think its right. Will u ever get use to life without darrell. Will you? Baby, think about it before you come to a conclusion. I dun want you to be like me. I acted on impluse. Now that i'm in this mess, i'm happy. Not because i'm in the mess i want to be. My life is not complete although everything is perfect yet i'm till missing what i shdnt be missing. What to do? Sighs. Anyways always remember i'm just a call away alright. Will always be there for you like the way you are there for me when things happened. I love you!
Jessica