Wednesday, March 8 @12:56 AM
Is in love a miserable thing in life. i bet is a yes. cos' i'm in love and feeling terrible deep inside. is just so hard for me to commit and yet when i choose to, i fail terribly. tears and fear build up within me. scare of losing and being play out. i fall in love with this nice guy. he bought me laughter and security at the first place but not now. i feel insecure, i scare of losing him. thou' true i have alot of guys ard me. but i nv want to unfaithful. did i make a wrong choice? i just need ppl to secure verbally and nth else. and i want to celebrate my birthday with him. and make it memorable. i love everything about him. i promise that i really do.for jess;i dont know what u're going through and i doubt u want to talk to me about it. but i hope everything is fine. no point cursing but to let go and move on. i have moved on and i'm happy with darrell. he fills my mind and being with him is what i yearn to everyday.i'm in love again.and i hope you to. u will find the right one. cos' god love us. and i love you.there's sth going on ard me. comspiracy. kinda spice up my life. is never a game and hope is all about love. tame guys are wild within. now i'm over at my baby's place. nice and cosy.i'm so scare that auntie nancy dont like juliet and i think i had make a wrong choice.