Wednesday, March 8 @10:31 AM
To Alicia Wifey,
It's not as though i cant let go or anything like that. I aint cursing. I just couldnt take it anymore. It's painful. The least that anyone can do is to console. to understand. but i dun know how to put it. I know you care alot for me but i guess this time around. I have to face it on my own. I have to go through this on my own. No one can help me. No one will be able to. I dunnoe how to put it down. I dun wanna put it down in words. I want to be the happy girl everyone perceive me to be. I want to be the bubbly yet sophasticated girl that i once was but this time round it's different. You know how much it affected me. It strucked me hard so hard. I'm struggling. Was i treated fairly? Not at all. Why? because its just a game for 2. I'm irrationale. I want to be irrational. I just dun want to be rational anymore. I'm tired. I dunnoe what to do. I feel as though i'm gg crazy. mentality disorder. My irregular emotion disorder. I need a break after gg thru all this for one year.
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