Friday, October 6 @12:36 AM
I hate how everything crumble down. when all i want was the strong walls to stand tall. I hate how i am able to give in without thinking of restaining myself. I hate why i try to brush everyone off when i really want them to stay. I hate how i try to make things go with the flow. yet let water stay still and resist the waves when it comes.
I hate it when i try to pretend not to bother. when i know i really give a damn. I hate how i try to act as though nothing happened. when everything brought me down on my knees. I hate it when i try to stay sober what all i want is to get drunk and forget the world. I hate it when i try so hard to say yes when all i wanna say is no.