Friday, December 15 @1:43 PM
I was once told. Told by my mum. She warned me not to play with fire. Yet, I was defiant. I dint understand. And i tried. I played with fire. Not any small fire. but those big ones.
And i got burnt. badly scalded. No matter how hard i cried. The pain nvr go away. It was really painful. I could no longer hold inside. I burst out screaming but noone was around to help. Noone knows. A scar, was all that was left on me not long after. A scar that will always be printed on me. A scar that will never vanish no matter how hard i try to remove.
Yet somehow, it forced me to learn. Force me to. forget my earlier task. Force me to. stand on my two feet and run. As I tried to run as far as i could but i couldnt find a place to hide. Force me to. build my wall strong again. Force me to. Realise what's right and what's not. Force me to. take away those pain and grow happiness. Force me to. wake up my idea and pursuit my goals. Force me to. Search my soul. And force me to. convince myself. That the past mistook my identity. The identity that had been always hidden in mewas the girl i used to be.
I tried. We thought i could make it. You failed. We know. We can make it on our own.
Once again, it's a little too late.
deepest darkest secrets.