Sunday, December 3 @12:28 AM
Sometimes i dont. Most of the time i do. just that you dont know.
This evening was a weary one. and unnecessarily. was in confusion. It grew with me for all the wrong reasons. Think i think too much. Too much for my own good. Too much for my mind to handle. much that i couldnt afford it.
Speaking of which, i had been in many thoughts. figuring big pictures. Deep thoughts. that speak of deep connections. Glancing thru the same plot over familiar studies.
Like a joke that noone understands. i walked. with no idea where i was heading to. for all i know. i must walk away. as fast as i could. with no turn backs. The worry. filled the rational mind. It meant something. but i still. took afew steps forward.
Now, there she's. having the best time. of her life. and here i'm. feeling sorry for myself. pathetic as it sounds, i finally came. to terms. with the fact. that i can. contiune. walking with. all these blisters. with a smile that pleases the happy.