Monday, February 5 @1:53 PM
Dear to-whom-it-may-concern,
I think its time to wake up your ideas. For I nvr once come across. Such uncouth remarks. Such “remarkable” talents. Such skeptical plot. Uncivilized. Immature. Rude gestures. Typical language. Typical words. Typical thoughts. Such similar strikeback. That I nvr thought it will be you.
Someone who was once so sweet. Who was once so thoughtful. Someone who was once so loveable. Who was once a harmless creature. Someone who I once stand together with. Someone who used to be walking on the same path. Someone who brought me memories just so yesterday. Someone who made my life a better. To be some bitch who only can think of her pride and nothing else.
I had seen many people. Read many schemes. Watch people roaming over familiar ground. but I nvr seen such a harmless face with such an incorrigible personality. Extremely disheartening. Disappointing.
I heard what I couldn’t believe. I read what I couldn’t decipher. I triggered what I tripped. I halt for a stop. For various reasons. Not because you were my game. But you played me out. I called for Dutch. I called for outs. But you nvr once let me. You were in. so was I. and what I heard was nothing along that line.
You called for persistence but I couldn’t let myself do so. I held on for different reasons not because of the usual 3 words. And when I realized I know it was too late to turn back but I just got to do so.
Whatever you said. Whatever you did. Wasn’t something I can believe. The way you behave. The way you smiled wasn’t something I could see. Seeing is not believing. After so long I finally get it, maybe from the start I nvr know you.
I nvr know the girl inside on you. I nvr understand the girl you used to be. I nvr will be able to tell what your heart was saying. I doubt a thousand times. Eliminating all I heard. But facts are facts. You still uphold your unfathomable pride. Your indigent dignity. I know you want your nobility. But please get it the right way.
Do it in such a way that it doesn’t make me the bad guy. Because from the start I nvr was. I gave up things that I nvr once thought I ever will. For you. I did. Put down my ego. For you. I did try to make things work the right way. But you know. Forcing is never the way to win a girl’s heart. And you also know love shd happen for a reason naturally.
It’s usually easy to perceive the way you deceive. But assumptions were never the way it used be. I hope you still have your conscience.
Last but not least, you know who you are.
Regards,
Jessica