Friday, October 26 @3:57 PM
Can I sleep it away as you rewind time back to make everything a dream? Sometimes I wonder why I ached so much. When I’m not required to. Why I pretend when I'm not equipped to. with much self-condemnation and concurrence on the qualms of incredulousness. Implausibly, I shrunk so pathetically in character to savor in my humanity of fairytale perfection. I arched so low as to mediocre my mind. But who do I owe the biggest apology? No one had been more brutal than I’ve been to myself.
Expectations that I failed to reach. Blends in fruitlessly to my unbearable juice of tears. Patience may be virtue. Determination is a quality. Lost is entirely out of space. All adds to the delirium of ecstatic impulsion. Hysterically as it sounds, I lost my composure.
Wake me up please. Make me hopeful and walk in faith.
for now goodnight.
laters.