Tuesday, February 12 @12:00 AM
What m I? Who m I? What are you? Who m I, are you? This state of confusion which I often forbid myself from sinking in. yet allow it to slip in once again. It shouldn't happen to me now. It can't be happening. I can not allow this to happen. I've got a lot to deal with.
So much more to seek. So much more to conquer. So much to work hard for. I shouldn’t allow myself or the heart to sidetrack. But I can’t help but look to my left. Sniff the delicate scent on my right.
I don’t want to stay where I am. Yet I’m too tired to move forward. It seems to me that obstacles are dashing towards my direction and I can’t turn back. How should I stop? How can I conquer? I don’t want to lose yet I’m afraid to continue?
What if I fall? What if I fail? Will you lend me a hand? Will you give me a lift? Will you catch my fall? What if I can never stand up and continue? Will I end up with a bleeding heart?
I don’t know, I don’t know how to make it through this.
I'm falling, I'm yelling
can you hear me yell?